- First off, I love you. Happy Valentines, Sweet Lover of my soul!
- Second...I almost hate to ask...can I have more of those "HE REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVES...ME?!!!!?????!!!!!" moments? Please??? I know they are there...and that me being human sometimes *more often than not* I miss them. Make me more sensitive to your spirit. Your "sweet nothings",your guidance, your warnings...everything.
- I know you love me ...in my head. I love those moments when it seeps through the cracks of the walls and gets into my heart...I'm ready for the dam to burst.Overwhelm me.Pursue me.Guide me. Lead me on this grand adventure. I KNOW you have great plans for me, you've told me so! I'm waiting,ready for action. Like a solder, in full gear, ready to rush the field,ever so anxious and excited (and a bit nervous...and possibly...well ok, definitely frustrated----at the waiting,wasting time,not seeing the preparation that was taking place...feeling kinda bored,lonely,forgotten,useless...). Waiting for that "GO".
I'll wait for your guidance, while I dance in this part of our romance.....Love you!
This is a beautiful blog, Amber! Keep it up! :D
ReplyDeleteI have found so much comfort in writing out my thoughts to the Lord. They make much more sense that way! :) May God grant you His reassurance that you're *His girl*, and that He's excited to see you preparing yourself for Him, for those that you bless, and for anyone else He may bring into your life at some point! Don't forget to go back after a while and read over what you wrote 6 months ago, a year ago. I know for me, it's amazing to read it, thinking, "I wrote that?!" And somehow, when I remind myself of what I was going through then, and how God brought me through that challenge, into the next, through daily grind, into the next, it gives me hope that He'll KEEP bringing me through. Love you Amber!