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My Prayer...right now.

Psalm 119:116 Sustain me according to your promise, and I will live; do not let my hopes be dashed. 

Psalm 25:2 in you I trust, O my God. Do not let me be put to shame, nor let my enemies triumph over me. 

Psalm 25:20 Guard my life and rescue me; let me not be put to shame, for I take refuge in you. 

• Psalm 31:1 For the director of music. A psalm of David. In you, O LORD, I have taken refuge; let me never be put to shame; deliver me in your righteousness

   

  Psalm 71:1 In you, O LORD, I have taken refuge; let me never be put to shame 

   

  Psalm 86:2 Guard my life, for I am devoted to you. You are my God; save your servant who trusts in you.

   
  Psalm 91:2 I will say of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.
   
  Psalm 143:8 Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul.

   

  Philippians 1:20 I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. 

   

  Psalm 54:4 Surely God is my help; the Lord is the one who sustains me.

A Prayer.

MercyMe - Word Of God Speak Lyrics


Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You're in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness
Word of God speak

I'm finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice

Lonely

content,yes, but its like... I'm a kid and i have my "basic" color crayons, and I KNOW there are the "special" colors on a shelf I can't reach, and others have the special crayons. they got them by just asking the teacher, and i'm asking but the teacher isn't' hearing me

my picture is ok with what i've got, but could be even better with the other crayons

mediocre vs great

 

it seems i'm always pouring out , but never getting poured INTO.Yes,I go to church. up to 4 times a week. I learn lots. but... I'm dry,cracking,burnt.

 

I know HE is the sufficient one. BUT I'm longing for some  one LOCAL to (spiritually) tell me when i have broccoli in my teeth, for example.

 i just want some one to pray with, some one involved , seeing my life at a different view but thru the spirit

 

 

 

 

Guidance and dance...part of romance!

• First off, I love you. Happy Valentines, Sweet Lover of my soul!
• Second...I almost hate to ask...can I have more of those "HE REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVES...ME?!!!!?????!!!!!" moments? Please??? I know they are there...and that me being human sometimes *more often than not* I miss them. Make me more sensitive to your spirit. Your "sweet nothings",your guidance, your warnings...everything. 
• I know you love me ...in my head. I love those moments when it seeps through the cracks of the walls and  gets into my heart...I'm ready for the dam to burst.Overwhelm me.Pursue me.Guide me. Lead me on this grand adventure. I KNOW you have great plans for me, you've told me so! I'm waiting,ready for action. Like a solder, in full gear, ready to rush the field,ever so anxious and excited (and a bit nervous...and possibly...well ok, definitely frustrated----at the waiting,wasting time,not seeing the preparation that was taking place...feeling kinda bored,lonely,forgotten,useless...). Waiting for that "GO".

But you know best. I'll enjoy my rest.Continue to seek your secrets...there's so many!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll wait for your guidance, while I dance in this part of our romance.....Love you!

*sigh*

I am frustrated with EVERY part of my life...except the people in it.

JOB:...what job?!
$....see above
Living situation...not the best
where I live...hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate it. did i mention hate hate hate hate hate it?
Church ...not enough.need real fellowship... ain't getting it
family/friends...I know they care,but  they are to far away,don't have resources to help

I am blessed...car,roof,food,bed,etc.

but what happened to "life abundant" anyway? tired of barely scrapping by...

El Shaddai--all sufficent one

Right now,I don't have a steady job.I feel this time is designed to strengthen my trust in you,Jehovah Jireh! And to help me realize I'm useful...even with out a job.

i feel like I'm wasting time,just living day to day with out a purpose...