Lonely

content,yes, but its like... I'm a kid and i have my "basic" color crayons, and I KNOW there are the "special" colors on a shelf I can't reach, and others have the special crayons. they got them by just asking the teacher, and i'm asking but the teacher isn't' hearing me

my picture is ok with what i've got, but could be even better with the other crayons

mediocre vs great

 

it seems i'm always pouring out , but never getting poured INTO.Yes,I go to church. up to 4 times a week. I learn lots. but... I'm dry,cracking,burnt.

 

I know HE is the sufficient one. BUT I'm longing for some  one LOCAL to (spiritually) tell me when i have broccoli in my teeth, for example.

 i just want some one to pray with, some one involved , seeing my life at a different view but thru the spirit